Stupid
June 15, 2008
Something happened today that has never really happened before. I cried at first… but now I dont know how to react.
Maybe I did deserve it? I mean… if I were a guy that insulted another guy, it might perfectly merited. Why should it change just because Im a girl? I dont know… I almost feel like I have no right to be upset about it. An eye for an eye, right? I admit that the confrontation was my fault. I felt my dignity being threatened to I insulted below the belt. Maybe I had it coming.
They will have forgotten about it by tomorrow. Everyone else is going to let it go. Maybe I should too. He did apologize eventually…
I dont know. If anyone reads this and thinks that my family is really fucked up and I need help… dont. People in my family just have too much pride sometimes.
