Its funny… I only ever think to come onto my wordpress when i am frustrated or sad or have a problem with something these days. Its like, if im having a good time and i like how things are, why put that on hold to write about it? Whereas if im sick of things and need a place to vent, I find myself mozying over to my computer to get my mind off things, then remember I have a blog that I can use to complain to. Its kind of like screaming into a pillow. I can get it out, yet nobody will hear me. Nobody reads these blogs… so i feel perfectly find being bitter and mean on them.

For the most part I know taht my complaints arent really justified, that I should look for the good in my life… and I do most of the time. It doesnt mean taht I dont have every right to vent, especially if no ones listening.

I guess if someone were to actually read my wordpress, theyd only see the worst of me.